inevitably, karma turns me in
karma knows i am a sham
i hit the bottom
it hurts when i fall
because beyond the futile effort of simulation in a matter of hours
i know that i know nothing
but alas, i am not -------, --------, ------- ----------, ---- and ---- to begin with
i am a juggler of imitation, and more and more, it feels empty inside.
emptiness ignites.
i burn fiercely.

doppelganger, she haunts me.
but next time, i will be ready for her.

i am learning to focus now.
i am slowly arising from ashes.